I think I have reached a point of boredom. In some ways I enjoy not working but in other ways I am really missing it. I think if I had decided to, and financially could, retire then I would be easily able to find things to stimulate and entertain. I could take courses, I could join clubs, I could volunteer. However, because I still need to find a way to create an income I feel guilty filling the downtime. So, instead, I sit here staring at my computer, surfing through useless job postings. Or I concentrate on learning more about day trading and swing trading. But that too can be boring.
At times I feel the urge to write. If only I knew about what and for whom. Is this blog itself just for me? Or am I expecting that it someday may be read by many or even a few. I don't know.
I feel lost.
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