Buzzed

I am finding myself in a funk today. Feeling pretty down and perhaps I am fighting some sort of flu. I am really having trouble trying to learn to be a trader. I spend hours studying stock charts and patterns only to have them react in the absolute opposite direction to what I would have bet on. Not a good sign. I believe that it can be done but I'm not sure I am the one to do it. I am becoming fore convinced that I need to find a good old fashioned job.

So far I'm not seeing any opportunities that would work for me. I will need to be generating an income by spring for sure.